Monday, January 31, 2011

It's getting HOT in here

A week or so ago I met this guy, at the gym. I was finishing my work out and I always end it with the bike. The sportsman was there but he was off doing a different cardio. So I sat down on the last available bike. Which so happend to be next to this really hot guy. (FYI on an average the early hours I go to the gym, I normally end up next to a gentleman around the age of 8 0 )

Everyone knows as a norm I do not talk to people while I’m working out. I am very dedicated when I am at the gym. There is No messing around.

but

on this particular day, I looked up at the set of TV's and noticed that out of three, there were two that had freakin cartoons on it and one that had some damn food channel.

Are you freakin shittin me?

So I take my ear bud out of one ear and mention this to the guy next to me, cause I just can’t freakin believe it.

well that in turn started a conversation, where I found out that this guy used to go to the same HS as me, he used to live my the neighborhood I live in now, and he used to work for the same company I do now.

All this in a 20 min conversation. Yes, I have been known to be chatty.

So here I am cahtting it up with this super hot guy and the sportsman walks by and gives me the death stare. WTF, really. Don’t even go there.

Did I mention that this guy doesn't even have a membership to my gym. He just paid for the day and was meeting one of his buddies there. So the odds I ever see him again are slim to none.

So no harm, no foul.

Besides I wasn’t even doing anything freakin wrong , just talkin. Geez

So, after we leave the gym the sportsman is being all pissy.

So I ask him what the fuck is wrong?

He says nothing. I know better, something has pissed him off.

So, I say "I know you pissed about someting what the fuck is it"?

So, he says that he finds it odd that I never talk to anyone in the gym and that particular day I chose to talk to this guy (hot guy). W h a t e v e r!

By the next day its all been forgotten.

So take you to the present, I go to the gym like normal.

I’m doing my cardio and I look up at the gym TV’s and Ill be damned if there aren’t freakin cartoons on again.

Which I immediately think of the hot guy from before, I had actually completely forgotten all about him.

So I continue my workout, I'm there for over 2 hours and finish up on the bike as usual.

Guess who walks by? I can’t freakin believe it. The hot guy. What are the freakin odds?

He smiles and says "you're still here". I smile and go about my business. (thats me being GOOD)

Then he comes back and sits down right next to me.

Did I mention this guy has the most beautiful eyes? or that he has a very deep sexy voice? NO? Well I probably shouldn't think about it either. Just gets me into trouble. Which I DON'T need.

So, I say hi.

I make some comment about no cartoons today. He smiles.

He says he was supposed to meet his friend, but his friend likes to come too late.

(At this point Im beginning to wonder if there really is a friend, cause I have yet to see him)

Then I put my headphones back on. See I can behave myself people.

I go back to pretending I’m focusing on my work out. (He actually kinda makes me nervous)

Thank goodness I only had 5 min left on the bike. In fact, I quit even before my time was up and went on to do 2 more arm/back things just to remove myself from the situation.

(Note: there wasn’t really a “situation” but I was preventing one from happening)

Then when It was time to go, Not sure what came over me but I walked over and introduced myself. To the hot guy.

I figure if we keep meeting like this I should at least know the poor boys name.

Which by the way is Brett.

So as I'm getting ready to leave I head to the locker room to get my hoodie and notice my hair is all over the place. Isn’t that just fuckin awesome. I looked like a dumbass. Oh well.

It’s a sign. That I should be at the gym just to work out.

At the very least, I made a new friend.

Who already accepts me, when I look like shit.

Besides

You can never have enough friend’s.

Right?

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Friday, January 28, 2011

Getting Kittycats house in order

Recently I ran into Mr. Big.
It was kinda nice. We had a nice long heart to heart chat.
When I left I felt like things were finally in a good place for both of us.

I finally got that inner peace I was looking for, about how things ended. I think we can now be good friends and not have any hurt invloved.
It was a h u g e relief.

Isn’t that nice when things go well.

So it made me think, this is a good time to clean house so to speak. You know get my life in order. Make a list, take control, and make decisions of what direction I am moving in the future.

In the past 8 months I have just been all over the place, not really having a plan. Just wandering about aimlessly.

Now, don't get me wrong I've had the best freakin time of my life.
I can honestly say that at age 41 I had the best year of my life.
It’s a close second to my 28^th year.

Now I realize that life doesn’t always require a plan or a list.
Sometimes its ok to just wander.

But for me, right now not having a plan is just too much.

Running wild and free for awhile is nice, but not very responsible.

I have been recklessly wild for too long now.

Time to reel myself back in.

Set some goals for my near future.

Besides I feel like all the running around, late nights, alcohol and emotional stress from being naughty has started to age me.
I feel like I’m starting to actually look old, and that r e a l l y bothers me. A L O T

So one of my biggest decisions is less time out at the bars. Cut way back on the alcohol, and back to my early bed times. Sorry M.H. and K.G.

We have had a wild ride and alot of fun, but all good things must come to an end eventually.

I know soooo freakin boring right. It's just something I have to do.

Spring time is coming soon, and I want to have a plan in place.

A healthier lifestyle you know.

That is a plan. Makes me feel good already.

A life free of complications, worry and stress.

Sounds good no?

Wish me luck!

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Thursday, January 27, 2011

WE will, We will, Rock You- Kittycats Naughty Photos

I know that when I started my original blog blank –blank(can't repeat it here since I had to go anonymous) I was mostly talking about soccer and misc stuff.

I am not sure at what point it changed. Maybe when I had my stalker, or maybe when I had to change my blog cause of the crazy fucking soccer parent, or when I started losing weight.

I don’t really know.

Possibly all of the above.

Regardless it changed.

I met some new ppl. Was introduced to the HNT, and the OHNT site.

And

So it began,
the half nekkid photos
of me
h e r e.

And a few over at OHNT.(NO, I won't tell you which ones, you dirty dawgs)

It wasn’t my plan to splash my blog with nekkid photos of myself. It just happened.

I look back now and think that one of my biggest reasons was I finally looked good.
NO, really g o o d. Actually the best I have ever looked, even counting HS. Now, I have never really been over weight. I just started wanting to get into shape.

But theres just something about when you finally feel good about yourself where you just wanna share it with the world. It’s kinda like getting a new set of boobs. If you have ever known a women who got a "boob job" you totally know what I am talking about.

You wanna show everyone how freakin awesome they are.

Now I'm not saying I am ashamed, maybe I should be but I'm not. I'm just saying that I know it kinda muddied the waters h e r e.

I have all kinds of readers here. Not all of them are into crazy kinda shit like me. and some definately not into nekkid photos.

I feel like I have scared some people off.

Which is unfortunate. That was not my intention.

I just think I got a little carried away, in showing off my “goods” that I was soooo proud of.

When really I should of just kept it private and enjoyed the inner pride of setting my mind to something and following thru, and ending with freakin amazing results.

So this is the biggest reason why I won’t be participating in HNT anymore. I still think its an awesome way to express yourself. And I will still look at other peoples photos.

I just think that since my blog has a multitude of different topics and is not all “porn” like I should stick to some sort of middle of the road subject matter.

I hope everyone understands. I would just feel horrible if I offended anyone.

Now Im not saying that I won’t have some weird shit that I post and there will be the occasional blogs where I say fuck a lot.

There just won’t be anymore nekkid photos here.

I will still “rock you” just in a different way.

It’s all good,

you know.

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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

The Sex Book- Things I've learned

The Quirky Kittycat

So I’m pretty sure e v e r y o n e
has just a little bit of OCD in them.

Even ME!

Honestly, I don’t think I’m all that “particular”.

Until I watch some shows (like Monk) with someone who truly has it and then it makes me think of all the things that I am kinda
w e i r d about.

The more I think about it the more I think I might be just a tad bit strange. No ones perfect though right?

So I decided to make a list, of all the things that I’m weird about. Of course after making the list I then felt even more defective. Now I’m thinking that maybe I should not have made that freakin list.

With all these “issues” does that mean I should be on medication? It’s not that any of my issues, are really all that bad. But maybe it might help. Not sure. but then that goes back to my anxiety issues. I cant freakin win here.

So anyways here is my list:

-All my clothes in my closet are placed in there by color. All reds are together, all blues, all blacks, and so on so forth; No big deal right. If they get out of order I don’t freak out or anything. I also hang up all the soccerboys clothes the same way, by color.

-I am a super germ freak; not as bad now but in the beginning when I was first diagnosed, back then I was over the top. Which isn’t good. In the end, all it does is stress you out which is b a d for your health. However, I still will not sit down on a public toilet seat. Ewwwwwwww

-At night I am obsessed with checking all the doors to make sure they are locked;
I don’t sleep well cause I’m always getting up and making the rounds to check the locks. I think it comes from when I lived alone in California.

-I never let my gas tank get below a ½ tank; I’ve always be afraid of running out of gas and being stranded somewhere.

-I count to myself before I sit down on the toilet seat; 1, 2, 3. Not sure why. I think it was something I got from an anti-anxiety book. I’m not saying that going to the bathroom stresses me out or anything. Just a habit I got into.

-I won’t drink pop from a can, and before I pour it in a glass I have to wash the top off first; Do you know how many peoples hands and dirty things come across the tops of those cans? Ewwwwwwww

I am sure there are more I just can't think of them right now.

So do these things make me defective? Or bad "relationship material"?
I don’t think so, everyone has defects. Right?
Some small, some big.
I don’t think I am too different than the average person.

So tell me, do any of you have
little quirks that you keep secret?

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